Shush you're still magic. xparrot too, y'all are such an inspiration to me as a writer. I do understand the unpredictable nature of the brain gerbils, though. There's no telling them what to do, but they certainly feed on Shen Wei and Zhao Yunlan and anti-censorship spite. Also, twenty years omggg that's an inspiration in itself!
(Not sure creativity works like that, but it might??) I want to think this is an irrational fear but I DON'T KNOW. :(
Fast would be best, but whatever pace is good. Getting closer to finding a rhythm again, and making words happen, and all of that. Yes, all of this! I do struggle a bit with when to "force it" and when to just let things happen as they happen, but I suspect that guilting myself and stressing is not helpful. (when is it ever.)
Here's to a relaxing weekend! I had to work and now I've been attacked with a social thing I can't get out of tomorrow and ugh. I hope you're having a relaxing weekend and maybe I'll have a relaxing beginning of the week? That's the plan anyway.
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Date: 2019-09-01 03:50 am (UTC)(Not sure creativity works like that, but it might??)
I want to think this is an irrational fear but I DON'T KNOW. :(
Fast would be best, but whatever pace is good. Getting closer to finding a rhythm again, and making words happen, and all of that.
Yes, all of this! I do struggle a bit with when to "force it" and when to just let things happen as they happen, but I suspect that guilting myself and stressing is not helpful. (when is it ever.)
Here's to a relaxing weekend!
I had to work and now I've been attacked with a social thing I can't get out of tomorrow and ugh. I hope you're having a relaxing weekend and maybe I'll have a relaxing beginning of the week? That's the plan anyway.