do you need to be untangled? It's okay to be complicated. ...Huh. I don't know. I'm fine with being complicated and containing multitudes, but I'd like to have some idea what those multitudes are, so when they get on their bullshit I can respond in an informed fashion. That's how I'm used to managing myself, but maybe that is overly controlling when it comes to creative endeavors. Maybe I could let myself alone a bit and just write.
I don't think I'd ditch my pseud at this point, either, but that makes me want to play it safe (as if such a thing is even possible). Gotta remember that things going awry isn't the end of the world/can be survived without committing pseudicide.
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Date: 2020-01-02 04:05 am (UTC)...Huh. I don't know. I'm fine with being complicated and containing multitudes, but I'd like to have some idea what those multitudes are, so when they get on their bullshit I can respond in an informed fashion. That's how I'm used to managing myself, but maybe that is overly controlling when it comes to creative endeavors. Maybe I could let myself alone a bit and just write.
I don't think I'd ditch my pseud at this point, either, but that makes me want to play it safe (as if such a thing is even possible). Gotta remember that things going awry isn't the end of the world/can be survived without committing pseudicide.